Inspired by repost-Not in Random Access Memory, or: Deeper

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Too Slow

too slow
force reboot
wait; log in again
defrag your hard drive
sit; hands upon your head
eyes closed; run the algorithm
browse through those docs and jpgs
it's in you; not in random access memory
elsewhere; deeper; older; ah! click that folder
cry

Author David ben Alexander

https://skepticskaddish.com/2022/05/31/not-in-random-access-memory-or-deeper

But the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you. John 14.26 NIV

MEMORIES

As I grow older and my random access memories are no longer retrievable from the hard drive of my hypocampus, I wonder, will I know God, will I believe if,somehow I f.disc and wipe my C. drive clean?

To be sure I have nearly always backed up my data. How to inflate and repair my memories of me, of my loved ones? They are supposed to be within me,yet an I.T. allegorical Mind may not have any Algorithims to run.

How the Folders of my mind flash before what’s left of it.

GOOD LORD DELIVER ME.

From fears unfounded???? A God beyond me.

GOOD LORD DELIVER ME.

They are my hands which can fold in prayer my eyes close to call up the Me. My will to enter the Covenant, run my algorithms, surrender my directory tree,clear my mind and start a fresh.

GOOD LORD DELIVER ME. FROM HALF KEPT PROMISES,….I AM MY OWN WORST ENEMY.

Covid-19 convolutions have dulled my faith. Yet I have made myself function despite doubt and perplexity.

Inwards

David’s poem is in his inner world,a similitude comparing Hard drives to Brain, information memory to Hypocampus.

This sparked in me reaction to my own Memory difficulties.

Anomic aphasia (anomia) is a type of aphasia characterized by problems recalling words, names, and numbers.

Anomic Aphasia. Wikipedia

But the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you John 14.26

Mark 5.36 all about believing.

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